Udaran – TotK

Welcome readers to our first ever interview with Udaran. This interview was conducted live in the Paradise Valley, home of Tails of the Khajiit.

“Hello Udaran! Do you have a minute? We’d like to interview you for your Special Edition.”

(to her assistant) “No damn it. If it was any thinner it would go right up my cunt! Look, camel toe is one thing, but I’m not having my labia on display for the whole world! And you (motions to photographer). Don’t you dare take a shot up my ass. This thing goes so thin back there it doesn’t even cover my asshole. I mean it. If I see a single shot with my sphincter showing I swear I’ll shove your camera down your throat. And don’t give me that bullshit about that you didn’t notice either. You’re paid to OBSERVE, so be observant! Got it?”

“Er… Udaran?”

“Yeah? What do you want?”

“Your interview…”

“Oh! Now? Well dammit wait one second…” (removes leotard and hands it to assistant) “See if you can make some alterations to it. But do NOT make it thinner! I’ve got to do this interview.”

“Okay, you were saying?”

“Ummm… A…Are you okay with doing this naked?”

“Fuck I was all but naked before. Go on, interview away. I’ve got a few minutes. Did you see that thing? It’s like wearing a fucking string? How am I supposed to do that? You can’t WEAR A STRING!” (yells back at assistant)

“Well, let’s start there. Can I assume you don’t like that leotard?”

“Oh, it’s great if I want to have a self-induced orgasm! Most of them seem to be like that. They want to get right up into your cunt. Sorry to disillusion you. It may make for a sexy shot, but it’s damn hard to concentrate on posing when you just want to rub yourself and get off!”

“I… guess not! We’ve seen you in a wide range of outfits over the years. What would you say was your favorite?”

(thinks seriously for a moment) “I think my favorite would be that blue nightie… About a year ago I think.”

“Really? As I recall it was quite transparent!”

“Definitely, but it was so light. Felt almost like nothing at all. But our cameraman is very good. He made sure nothing was quite showing.” (looks at cameraman) “He’s really the best, though if I recall correctly, when I was doing that blue nightie shoot, it had ridden up to my waist without me knowing it. And there he was, shooting away regardless!”

“But they didn’t make it into the Tails.”

“Well of course not. But I still have my doubts if they were all destroyed or not.”

“What do you think about the nudity policy at the Tails anyway?”

“Oh, I think it’s fine. Look, we all know the primary audience for the Tails. It’s a wank rag. But at least it’s a higher-class wank rag right? The readers may not know it, but they really don’t want to see the plumbing anyway. I mean, if I were to model like this (spreads legs and vulva) it would get them off in about 10 seconds. But then what? If they were lucky they might manage a couple more before they were bored.”

(GULPS) “I find it hard to believe they’d get bored of that!”

“Trust me, they would. They do. But look at this. (grabs swatch of cloth and lets it fall over her pussy) "That alone is like, 100 times more erotic. Because you CAN’T see it. But you know it’s there, and your imagination fills in the rest. And trust me, imagination is better. Because it’s different for every guy. One guy may imagine my plumbing looks one way, another imagines it slightly differently. Plus… watch this…”(slowly pulls swatch up until edge just barely covering her) “Now it’s even sexier, because the slightest breeze could bare all. Hell, I can see your pants bulge now. Try and tell me that isn’t sexier than a full on cunt shot!”

“I… don’t think I can. You obviously study your craft, Udaran!”

“Damn straight I do. One day I’ll be too old to do this. But before that day comes I’m going to be the best I can possibly be!”

“Well, let’s move on to another topic. I understand you have a relationship with one of the other girls here at the Tails.”

(Udaran’s face relaxes from it’s normal intensity) “Oh yes. Cheetah. She keeps me sane. You know, I had a long term relationship with Sabhira back before… You know. Before she was killed. I never thought I’d get over her. But then Cheetah came into my life and I learned that life is long. I still love Sabhira like no other before or since, but Cheetah is so different, I love her differently, you know? It’s hard to explain.”

(Cheetah hears her name and stops by, sitting behind Udaran.)

“Are same-sex relationships common at the Tails?”

“Oh, maybe a little more common than in the outside world. You have to remember, we’re constantly thinking about sex here. It’s our jobs. But there are very few males here that we have the opportunity to relate with. So yeah, things tend to be a bit female-centric. Still, I’d say most are straight. Cheetah still likes the dick, I can tell you. But then, she comes from a somewhat unusual background.”

(Cheetah protests that she likes the pussy just as much)

“As you can see, we have an unusual relationship. We’re not precisely monogamous. But yeah, probably a little more same-sex in here than on the outside, but that’s to be expected.”

“Do you think your readers will be disappointed to find out you’re not interested in them sexually?”

“Well, to those who do, all I can say is ‘Sorry guys’. But on the other hand, I think they’d understand. I mean… come here Cheetah…”

(Cheetah smiles and walks up beside Udaran).

“Now just look at that body. Those pert boobs… Turn around Cheetah.” (Cheetah turns around and bends over) “Look at that tail! That ass!” (Udaran spanks Cheetah’s butt at which the other Khajiit yelps)

“Now really, can you blame me guys? I don’t hate you. I even appreciate your equipment! I just drool at the sight of a curvy female form like Cheetah’s.”

“I think most of your fans can understand, since they think the same of your form. Speaking of which, your breasts are rather unusually large for a Khajiit. Do you do anything to enhance them?”

(Udaran laughs) “I do EVERYTHING to enhance them! Everything I can think of. I was blessed with unusually large boobs by my mother, but I also know what they imply. I work out every single day keeping my upper body muscles strong so that they remain as tight as I can keep them. They’re nowhere near the perky set that Cheetah and the other girls have. But I guess ‘the grass is always greener’ applies here. They might be jealous of my big bouncy tits, but I’m just as jealous of their tight and slim tits. They keep me on my toes.”

“Speaking of other girls, the Tails of the Argonian girls live in the valley with you Khajiits. Are there any issues with having both races in such close proximity?”

“The lizards? Oh, don’t worry, they call us the cats. It’s all in fun. No, really there’s no competition between us at all I don’t think. Our audience just doesn’t cross over to theirs and vice versa very often. We have done the occasional multi-racial shoot. But for the most part, at least professionally, we don’t have much rivalry there.”

“The Tails of the Khajiit has substantially higher subscription rates than the Argonians though. Is that a problem?”

“Not at all. Look, the majority of our subscribers are humans or elves. Khajiit subscribers are actually a very small percentage of our fan base. But the majority of Argonian subscribers are Argonians themselves. I think perhaps it’s a mammalian/reptilian divide (even though Argonian’s aren’t really reptiles).”

“I see. And how about relationships between the races? Do you… mingle?”

“Are you kidding?! Look, sex is sex. It’s getting nasty with someone else you find sexy. If two people can communicate, they can get horny. Scales, fur, skin, it’s all just fetish material to someone. We kitties love to get frisky with all types, and in my experience it works the other way around too. So yeah, we have cross-racial relationships. Sometimes just… temporary, but some more lasting too.”

“You know, there are rumors of parties here in the Valley. And naturally the rumors are erotic in nature too. Is it true? Do you really have orgies in here?”

“Orgies? No, I wouldn’t say ORGIES. We do have parties. And sometimes we do invite people from outside. Alcohol is consumed and things happen sometimes, as they would at any party. But I think the word ‘orgy’ tends to conjure up images where the purpose of the party is to have sex with anyone and everyone. We don’t do that.”

“But… you do invite outsiders in sometimes?”

“Of course! Special donors, high political figures, even random readers sometimes. But it is by invitation only. We have a unique security arrangement here. There’s only one way into the Valley and that way is barred, gated and under security guard 24/7. We don’t have a security problem. So the only way to attend one of our parties is to be invited.”

“And… how would one get such an invitation?”

“Oh, I don’t know. You’d have to ask H.”

(H – the pseudonym of the owner of the Tails magazine.)

“Cheetah wants to know if you’d like to attend one.”

“Me? Well… I’m really just here to do this interview.”

(Udaran’s leotard is returned by her assistant. She is helped into it by Cheetah.)

“It does feel better. Does it look good down there to you?)

(Interviewer somewhat flustered) "Um… It…”

“Oh come on, don’t be shy. I can’t see down that far.”

“It looks fine…?”

“Oh you’re hopeless. Cheetah, come check me out. Thanks. Now come on, let’s get this shoot done. We have a party to go to afterwards right Chee? What? You’ve been drinking already? Damn, you’re ahead of me. Give me a shot.”

(Cheetah hands her a drink which is downed instantly.)

“Tell you what, Chee, why don’t you keep this guy around. He’d be fun at the party.”

“Well I don’t know. Suck his dick or something. He’s been bursting his crotch for an hour.”

“Cheetah, I didn’t mean… Now stop it Chee. Put your panties back on. WHOA! Nice face-sitting! You better let him up though. I don’t think he can breath. I don’t care Chee, get off him. Sorry about that mister. She get’s a bit horny when she’s been drinking. Oh? Well, if you really WANT to. Okay, I’ll be back in an hour or so after the shoot is over. Chee, you’re welcome to keep entertaining our guest till then.”

(muffled voice of Udaran fades away.)

Krris #14 – Epilogue

Krris and Ubergard were seldom seen for a few days after that. They would ask for their breakfast to be set outside their door, come out to make their security rounds in mid afternoon, and retreat to her room shortly after dark. Yet when they did emerge, laughing and touching each other in a way that only the most intimate of couples will do, Muz-Ra would look away. As the days went on, Ubergard began to notice this, even if no one else did. One day she happened across Muz-Ra near her room and asked speak to her for a minute. Muz-Ra nodded and ushered the giantess into her room, closing the door behind her.
“What is it Red? You barely talk to me anymore. You don’t talk to Krris at all. Did we offend you in some way?” Muz-Ra looked away. “I’m sorry Uber. Of course not. I love you both. But… I’m going to be moving out of Castle Kitty.” “WHAT? No Red, you don’t need to move out! Stay with us!”
“I… can’t,” she replied with the sadness so evident on her face Ubergard was hard pressed not to hug her and tell her everything would be alright. “Why not? If it’s something we’ve done we’ll stop! I know we’ve been pretty obvious about our affair. We can stop that.” Muz-Ra shook her head, looking away again. Suddenly Ubergard understood completely.
“You fell in love with him didn’t you?” Muz-Ra looked back at her, unable to speak but nodding her head. “Oh Red, I’m sorry,” Ubergard said and hugged her friend to her chest. “I’m so sorry.” “You warned me…” Muz-Ra choked.
“I did, didn’t I? He’s damned easy to love.” “I can’t stand it Ubergard. I can’t stand to see the two of you together. I thought I could. Oh Uber, I don’t hate you! I don’t hate either of you. But I can’t stay here.” Ubergard nuzzled her good friend of years. “No. You can’t. I’ll miss you Red. We ALL will. Probably Kitty most of all. She needs your light-hearted nature Red. But no, you must go. Where will you go?”
“Back to the Tails if they’ll have me. I… I’ve been thinking about the Jarl’s proposal too. When he comes back I might…” Ubergard nodded and hugged her tightly again before they stood up. “Thank you for all you gave us, Red. You gave more than you ever anticipated.” “I want him so bad, Uber! Why is that? I’ve had so many men before. Why this one?” “No idea. You’re the wise, experienced one remember?”
“Well your wise, experienced friend fucked this up royally,” Muz-Ra croaked. Ubergard held her for a long time. “Yeah,” she admitted. “You did Red. You fucked up.” Finally she released her smaller friend, “Will you come back to visit?” Muz-Ra nodded, again speechless for a moment. “I’ll miss you Uber. I’ll miss all of you so much!”
“I can never thank you enough for your sacrifice Red, but if it helps, you did a hell of a job with him. He’s my passionate lion now.” Muz-Ra winced at those words, recalling her own similar phrase and fell to her knees, “I… I wouldn’t do it again.” “What?” “They alway say, ‘If I had it to do over again…’,” Muz-Ra said huskily. “I wouldn’t Uber. I wouldn’t do it again. I wish I’d never touched him.”
Ubergard held her friend as she repeated “I wouldn’t… I wouldn’t…” She held Muz-Ra till the other calmed down and assured her she was okay. She made Ubergard promise not to tell Krris though. Finally Ubergard left her friend and returned to her own room and her waiting lover where she said nothing about it. And Muz-Ra slept alone. She moved out the next day back to the Tails, where she stayed till the Jarl returned, finally moving in permanently to Dragon’s Reach.
The End of ‘Krris’.

Krris #13

Both Muz-Ra and Krris rose late the next morning, and it was obvious to all at breakfast that they had both taken a long bath together. After breakfast, Ubergard looked worried as they began their sparring. “Krris, do I need to worry about you… and Red?” Krris laughed, “No, I don’t think so Uber. I think we’re good. Why?” “You just seem a bit different this morning. More relaxed. If I didn’t know better…”
“What?” “I’d say you and Muz-Ra…” “Ubergard, if you insist I’ll tell you all about it. But you can believe me when I say that Red is the best friend you or I’ve ever had.” “No. Best not. Let’s fight instead!”
They finished their workout and went back to the bath. This time, Krris was watching the way her body moved openly, with an interest she hadn’t seen in him before the other day. He also seemed no longer embarrassed about the erection he had developed and she decided not to tease him about it. “You were slow today, Krris.” “My heart wasn’t in it. I’m sorry. But last night I had what you can call a major revelation. A breakthrough you might say.”
“Oh? Well, that sounds good!” “It was good. But I need to change my accomodations tonight.” “That much eh? You’re done sleeping with Red then?” “Yes, Uber. I’m done sleeping with Red.”
“Well, I can’t say I’m not glad. I love Red like a sister, but I was feeling a little jealous.” “I know Uber. I can’t say I love her like a sister, but in my own way, I do too. But I’m not moving back to my old room.” “No?” Ubergard asked, brightening up at what she anticipated was coming. “No Ubergard. I know I’ve not been very… loving with you. You know I had that thing with Udaran. Well that’s over now. Well and truly over. Ubergard, if you want me like I want you, I’d like to move in with you tonight.”
“Well! That’s pretty bold of you, don’t you think? Maybe you shouldn’t make such assumptions without asking first!” Krris was taken aback. He assumed she would welcome this. “No? I’m sorry Uber, I just… well… I’m sorry. I’ll move back into my room instead.” “That’s right, you will. I’m not a toy to play with when you feel you want me, Krris. We all know how Red is. I’m just not her Krris.” He nodded, though she noticed his eyes only barely left her breasts and she smiled inside. She might technically be a virgin herself, but she knew the Game. He would never be satisfied for long with a woman that bent over at his merest whim. Besides which that simply wasn’t her style.
She looked at him, pointing up to her eyes. He moved his eyes up slowly, guiltily. “Oh, now you have the wrong idea. Come here, you damned… MAN!” she said, and pulled him to her breasts, this time forcing one into his mouth. “Suck on this.” Under her towering head, he did as he was commanded.
She revelled in the feeling. It had been a while since she had had any physical affection. She felt herself melting and moved him to her other teat. “Oh my God Krris, that feels so good.” “Mrrrph” he mumbled, though she felt his lips pull back in a smile. She released him, finding herself panting.
“Now who’s the aggressive one?” Krris laughed. “Well, I might let you visit my room later…” she admitted. “I’ll be there!” Krris said, climbing up out of the pool, his manhood standing at attention. Ubergard found herself fascinated.
“And bring that with you!” Ubergard said, appreciating his engorgement. “All for you, Uber, it’s all yours.” Ubergard crawled out of the pool like an alligator stalking its prey. “Hey! Careful with that!” Ubergard smiled and felt a deep satisfaction, marred only by her current unrequited horniness. But that would be solved soon enough. She restrained her urge to take him in her mouth though. “Best not be too aggressive!” she thought, and tried to put all thoughts of sex out of her mind until later when it could do some good. Yet suddenly her future seemed a whole lot brighter, and she knew she had Muz-Ra to thank for it.
That night passed slowly for Ubergard and Krris. Delightfully slowly. It turned out that Muz-Ra’s prediction wasn’t quite right, Ubergard thought to herself. He’d barely lasted 10 minutes. But he recovered very quickly and was soon at it again, so the result was even better! But even the mighty feline stamina of a horny young Khajiit couldn’t last forever and sometime after midnight he’d given up his last. It was then that she discovered his amazing oral talents and another kind of stamina that actually did surpass her own. She wasn’t sure if she had finally fallen asleep or if the term ‘passed out’ would be more appropriate for her loss of consciousness under his relentless but gentle lips and tongue. She knew only that she had faded away with his hands under her ass, strongly lifting her sex to his mouth, and his whiskers stimulating the insides of her legs. She had definitely met her match and it was the happiest defeat she had ever known.

Krris #12

Krris’ words of thanks continued as if in slow motion above her as Muz-Ra felt him stiffening. She felt a wetness that was not her own dribble across her nub like a tear for what could be. Could have been. Because she knew if she made this mistake, Krris and Ubergard’s relationship would be tainted forever, not to mention her own with Ubergard. She would have taken his virginity no matter how it was defined, and Ubergard would find out about that.

Her eyes misted up in an imitation of that tear. It was the hardest thing she had ever not done. All her life she’d spent in pursuit of this feeling. “If it feels good, do it!” was her motto. But not anymore. Some things are better left not done, she realized. For the first time in her life, she resisted the urge to take her lover inside her. With a quick shudder of resolution, she opened her eyes and looked into his.

When he saw the sadness in her eyes, Krris was suddenly confused. Such was the crude sensitivity of the male condition that he never realized how close he physically was to heaven and hell.

But her words came out with just the slightest quiver. “Just see to it she never does.” she croaked with emotion he didn’t understand.

“Now Krris, I want to feel your tongue.”

Krris extended his tongue for her to feel, not quite understanding.

She wasn’t sure how long her willpower could take the mounting pressure as she felt him beginning to throb against her clit, and she responded hastily, “No, silly! Get down there. Lick me you fool!” Her words reflected her normal lewd but good-natured humor; but the tone almost sounded angry to Krris.

Krris’ eyes grew wide. “Muz-Ra, that’s really getting physical don’t you think?”

Muz-Ra howled, knowing that true sex between them was less than a half inch away and getting closer with every heartbeat. Soon she would have no willpower left at all and would grab his ass and force that deliciously hard cock into herself. His recovery time was incredibly fast! But this damn Khajiit seemed to be ignorant of just how close he was.

“Fuck physical,” she croaked with too much emphasis, “You just exploded all over my face and boobs. Now I want your tongue on my clit, and I want it now. It’s time for payback, you lion. And you’d better be good too!”

“If you insist!” he laughed, sliding down towards her sex.

For an instant she felt the most intimate of physical connections as he slid downward between her legs and his glans passed directly over her most sensitive part. She shuddered as her muscles practically screamed for her to take him in. But the moment passed with him totally ignorant, and her willpower had been sufficient in the end. Barely.

She nearly came when he stopped on his way down to suckle at her tits. That was an unexpected but much appreciated liberty he took! His long whiskers tickled her as she felt his rough tongue play over her nipples, and she knew that it would take very little to send her over the edge once he made his way down to her bottom.

Surely a little oral release was due her, she thought when at last he softly applied his tongue to her down there. At least she deserved that much.

Krris was good. For an inexperienced male, he was very good. Muz-Ra did throw a few tips his way though. The rough tongue of a Khajiit, she knew, could be a blessing or a curse depending on how it was wielded. But Krris knew how to be gentle, if not talented. By the end of that night he had learned to wield it very well.

Even Muz-Ra learned that she could come to orgasm by the simple application of a happily purring Khajiit’s throat in the right location. Not all Khajiits purred, she knew. But this one did. And, at least in one way, Muz-Ra and Krris had kept their promise. They had not fucked. That they could honestly say, though only Muz-Ra ever knew how close a thing it had been. Beyond that, it was best to stay silent.

They fell asleep with Krris’ glistening face laying betwen Muz-Ra’s legs and using her most private area as a pillow – holding her, in a sense, as she had held him all through the previous nights.

Later on, his breath – slow and warm across her pussy along with his deep rumbling purr – aroused her late at night. She tried but failed to let him sleep while she rubbed herself, but he awoke at her movements and gratefully resumed his slow, catlike lapping further down her curve until she shuddered, gave him a happy satisfied smile and they both went back to sleep.

It had been, she later reflected with a bit of sadness, the most pleasurable night she had ever experienced without actually fucking. But she would never again touch Krris in a sexual way, and she would never know what it was to have him inside her.

But that came later. This night, she slept with a large purring male cat’s head nestled between her legs after having exhausted herself with orgasms, and it was damn nice.

Krris #11

Slowly his consciousness returned. Wonderfully slowly. When he opened his eyes, it felt like a lifetime had passed. She still held his balls, massaging them slowly and gently as he came back to awareness and realized he was still stroking himself as well, as if to wring the last bit of pleasure from his body and give it to her. He found he was afraid to look down though.

“Been a long voyage, sailor?” she asked from beneath him wetly.

Well, at least she still had her sense of humor, he thought.

“Sorry, Red. I couldn’t help myself.”

Muz-Ra laughed. “Of course you couldn’t. You’re male, silly. It’s in the nature of the beast, and I wouldn’t have it any other way. But do me a favor and give me that towel. Try as I might, I can’t get all this with my tongue.”

When she had cleaned herself off sufficiently, she sat back down and lazily sucked a finger clean, teasing Krris.

“Not exactly ‘no physical touch’ I guess,” Krris said sheepishly.

“No. I guess not. But I think we’re probably done here Krris.”

“Done?”

“Yes Krris. You obviously are over your infatuation. You threw that magazine away long before you came on me. No, that one was inspired by your lust for me, obviously. And what a ‘one’ it was! You must have a prostate the size of a grapefruit!”

“Just pent up I guess. Sorry abou…”

“Oh please Krris,” Muz-Ra said, climbing on top of him, “Stop being sorry and start loving yourself! I haven’t been splattered like that in ages! Bless the Jarl but he doesn’t have that in him. Of course, my regular visits don’t really let him build up anything like that either I guess. It was lovely, Krris. Gross and lovely at the same time. That pretty much describes the male condition, I think. But if you spend much more time with me, I will regret losing you to Ubergard. It’s time for her to take over.”

Krris looked at her with sad eyes. “You’re right Red… Muz-Ra. I could fall in love with you.”

“I know. Me too. We’d best prevent that.”

“I’ll remember these nights, Muz-Ra,” he said, taking the lead and swapping positions with her.

“Damn right you will!”

Kriss had gotten very comfortable with physical contact between the two by now. However, he couldn’t quite ignore feeling her wetness when he realized his soft manhood was now resting against her own warm sex. But he ignored it.

“Red, I’ll never forget you, you know. What you’ve done for me. And even if Ubergard never knows the details of what you’ve done for me – for us, she’ll always appreciate it anyway.”

Momentarily Muz-Ra closed her eyes, feeling the unexpected touch of his penis between her legs. She hadn’t reached her orgasm, and now he was so close. This was the moment she’d most feared. In the blink of an eye she saw it all. She knew she could re-awaken his arousal with a light touch at just the right place, and she knew damn well where that place was. Hell, he was already growing, his erection returning with a speed she’d never experienced before. The barest shift of her hips and he would be inside already. She could have him now, truly. He couldn’t stop himself. She could have him inside her and feel those powerful muscles pump her into paradise.

She would feel him pulse his love into her and collapse on top of her, pressing her breasts with his heaving weight as instinct would take over his body as well as her own. It would be an accident. Hell, he’d probably blame himself, self-deprecating bastard. This was the razor’s edge she had both feared and longed for, all realized in a heartbeat. And he was oblivious. It would be so easy. He would roar her name again, but this time she would feel it to her soul, and she would roar back.

Krris #10

“Yeah… that.”

“Well, don’t let me stop you! I’ve surely told you that enough times by now. Here – here’s a towel. Don’t worry, it’s been washed. Want any help from me?”

“I don’t think I can with you watching.”

“No? Oh, I think you can. You just don’t want to. More specifically you don’t want to let your body go all the way with someone else present. But that is sex Krris. Anything else is just self-gratification. Nothing wrong with that, but it’s not really sex. Sex is when you let yourself go with another. The specifics don’t matter, just that it’s shared.”

He noticed she had begun stroking him slowly.

“I want to, Red. Really I do.”

“I bet you do,” Muz-Ra laughed, feeling him stiffen more under her gentle massaging. “After that show I put on a couple nights ago, I bet you really really do want to! I’m surprised you lasted this long.”

“I’ll try, but it’s weird.”

“Here. I’ve got something here that may help.” Muz-Ra answered, turning over and reaching under the bed. Krris got an awfully good butt-shot view and he felt his cock jump at that.

He was definitely getting interested in Argonians! But what Muz-Ra brought back up was completely unexpected.

“A ‘TAILS’?” He asked, dumbfounded. “But I thought I burned them all.”

“You think you’re the only one that gets off on them big boy? I may like men, but I have fantasies too you know. Now here, take this and do your business. I’ll watch. But you have to stay here with me. We’re can enjoy it together.”

While the magazine wasn’t his, Krris did recognize the issue. It was one of his favorites in fact. He reflexively turned to the page he liked best. Yup, there was Udaran, in a bright red leotard. His hand reached for himself automatically, only to find someone else’s hand was already there.

“Let me… until the end. Then you can take over. I know you men do the end best yourself. I’ll play with other parts then.”

“You’re really not very shy, are you Red?”

The Argonian laughed. “No, Krris. Not very!”

She stroked him masterfully as he looked at the magazine, but despite that he found himself with a free hand. Realizing that, Muz-Ra took it and put it on her breast.

“Just imagine it’s someone else’s,” she said huskily, and it was then he noticed that her other hand had gone to pleasing herself.

“You… like Udaran too?”

“I like everybody. But I’m not looking at the magazine silly. I’m looking at you.”

“Oh! Do I turn you on?”

“Right now, kitten, you have me dripping!”

Krris smiled as he gently toyed with his friend’s breasts. He looked back at the magazine but soon his eyes were closed and he heard the soft moaning of Muz-Ra in his ear and felt her nipples harden and he pinched them a little. The positive feedback in her voice was unmistakable and he knew that the increased pace and intensity of her stroking of him was being perfectly matched by her own self-stimulation. That realization brought him near his peak, thinking about how their genitals were in tune by her hands.

Imagining that brought his mind directly to thoughts of her soft folds and cleft, the wet hand that held him the other night, the lascivious and completely lustful way she had bucked against her own hand as she rode her self-induced orgasm. His eyes opened and his mouth was panting. Muz-Ra was looking at his cock. Directly and without shame, she was getting off on masturbating him. It was too much. He hadn’t reached the top, but his body began to pulse and it had become an inevitable conclusion. He was about to come.

“Fuck it!” he yelled, unconsciously mimicking Muz-Ra’s cry of a few nights back. He got up on his knees, taking himself in hand and straddled the panting argonian beneath him. Her eyes had gone wide in lust and were staring at his cock which now dominated her view as he stroked himself above her.

He looked at her desperately with seconds remaining, but she smiled up at him between his legs while his balls bounced off her breasts. She gave him a reassuring nod and enveloped his balls in one wet hand as she switched hands to work herself with the other. When he felt those slick, wet, claw-tipped hands encircle his tightening balls, he pistoned furiously. Finally, he felt her tongue touch him and he was instantly over the edge. He closed his eyes and roared her name in ecstasy and lust as his passion reached it’s zenith and his seed shot forth.

“RED!” echoed through the soundproof room as his consciousness blinked out and he became a rutting beast and slave to his jerking hips.

Krris #9

“Oh my!” she said, turning around.

Krris was caught offguard. “Oh, I’m sorry. I…”

“You were looking at my ass. No, don’t deny it!”

Krris gulped, hard. “Well… yes. I was. It just looked so…” he admitted shamefully, letting the sentence hang.

She shrugged, put on her armor, and bent over again to get her boots while he stood there unsure of what to say and realizing that once again he was actually staring at her ass and he looked away quickly.

“And you’ve also got a boner the size of the Throat of the World,” she said, not looking at him.

He looked down and covered himself immediately.

“Maybe we shouldn’t take baths together anymore.”

Ubergard spun back and walked over to him menacingly. “And why the hell not? You think I mind you looking at me? You think I am upset that your cock gets hard looking at my ass? You, my friend, don’t know me very well apparently. Maybe you should.”

And with that, she dropped to her knees and took him in her mouth. For just a minute. Just a little tease. She rose shortly after and gave him a nuzzle under his chin – the equivalent of a kiss for Argonians as he understood it.

“Ubergard! You are a cock tease!” he laughed as she turned back to retrieve her weapon.

“Maybe so,” Ubergard smiled with one eye-ridge raised. “But you shouldn’t be so worried all the time. Not around me. And besides, yours is the only cock I tease.”

“Good point,” he agreed.

“You, my young apprentice, are getting very interesting to be around. Muz-Ra’s therapy is working.”

Krris felt his tail fluffing in embarrassment, but he put his own armor back on, taking care to adjust himself. "It is,“ he admitted with a shy smile.

That night, Muz-Ra just held him again. Though she was kind enough, he felt she was somehow more distant. When he tried ask her why, she assured him it was nothing. But when they snuggled together, either it was his imagination or she held him a little more firmly and pressed herself against him a little more solidly. Actually it felt even better. That night it was Krris that fell to sleep first.

However, by the fourth night, his body was losing patience with his newfound celibacy. It wanted release.

"Muz-Ra?” he asked as he got into bed.

“Yes Krris?”

“I… um… how do I put this. I think I want to…”

“Masturbate? You really have a problem with that word, don’t you?” she laughed.

Krris #7

“Watch you? Watch you do what?”

“What do you think silly? Do you think only you people with penises do it to yourselves? Not so. The Jarl is gone to Solitude for a month and I’m horny as hell. I can’t fuck you, Krris, but I sure as hell can get myself off. After last night, I’m aching to. And I want you to watch.”

“You want me to watch you…”

“Masturbate Krris. There’s a word for it and you can say it. Yes, I do. It won’t bother me. Hell I’ll get off on having you watch honestly. But I also want you to understand that there is no shame in this. I’m a sexual being too, Krris, and my intimate friend isn’t available. So yeah, I masturbate. Because it feels damn good.”

And with that, Muz-Ra closed her eyes and her thoughts turned to lust as she let herself go. Krris watched, fascinated. He hadn’t known women did this, but the practiced fingers that Muz-Ra demonstrated proved otherwise. For a little while, he felt like some naughty voyeur, watching her. But then Muz-Ra’s eyes opened and locked on his as she continued. Her mouth parted as she took in husky breaths, but when he moved closer, she held up a somewhat wet finger and wagged it at him.

“No no no. We (huff) mustn’t go over the line. (huff) Keep your hands to yourself. But… (huff) if you want to use your hands on yourself, (huff) be my guest!”

Then she resumed her own stimulation.

Krris looked down at himself. It was standing like a little sword! But as her breaths became faster and more pronounced, he found he couldn’t look away from her.

At last, as her peak came she screamed, “Oh fuck it!” and she grabbed his hand, forcing it over her breast as her own hand shot back to where it had been to bring her over the edge. He needed no prompting but smiled and kneaded her breasts as she rode the waves back to earth. He knew when she needed his stimulation no longer, but he kept his hand cupped over her breast anyway, feeling the border where the scales yielded to the areola and nipple as her breathing returned to normal.

They lay together side by side for a whiile as she calmed down.

“Do… do you think Ubergard does that too?” Krris ventured.

Muz-Ra turned her head to look at him. “Does a bear shit in the woods? (huff) Yes, Krris. Ubergard does that too. Well, probably not as expertly as I do, but I’m sure she manages somehow. Nothing for you tonight?”

Krris looked at her quizzically. “Nothing for me? What do you mean?”

“You can too, you know. If you want. No pressure.”

“Oh. No, I don’t think I’m ready for that yet. But…”

“… the desire is there? Good. That’s enough. And I notice you’re not exactly soft either. Very good. Your body will demand it in time, Krris. Don’t be alone when it does. Let me share it with you. Like you shared mine tonight.”

“You know, you said I shouldn’t touch you, Red.”

Muz-Ra smiled up at him, her legs still splayed obscenely apart. “I lied again I guess. Hey, I’m only flesh and blood. But really, no matter what I say, be my strength there if I get too wild. If we fuck, it will hurt Ubergard and the Jarl too. I don’t want to do that. But I do lose control sometimes. Don’t let me do anything I’ll regret.”

“You want me to be the voice of moderation here?” Krris asked. “You’re the doctor!”

“A doctor wouldn’t have done that. I’m no doctor. I’m just a horny friend of yours, who gets carried away sometimes. But I don’t want to hurt anyone, Krris. I want to help you. It’s a fine line we walk. We need to be careful.”

“Okay, but remember, I’m just a horny male too. I do think this is going to work, but at some point, I’m going to need some restraint too.”

“We’ll help each other,” Muz-Ra said, shaking his hand in a pact. A wet hand he couldn’t help but notice.

They lay down to go to sleep, with Muz-Ra snuggling up to Krris, her hand resuming it’s warm grip on him below his balls as he tried to relax and stop thinking of what he just saw.

“You’re hard,” she commented lazily and wiggled him around a bit. “If you feel the need, don’t let me stop you. Goodnight Krris.”

“Goodnight Red.”

Of course he couldn’t sleep. And he couldn’t help but notice that the hand that held him was wet too. Even his own hand held the gentle scent of Muz-Ra’s passion. He wondered if she’d done that on purpose. She was crafty like that. It wasn’t long before the Argonian was once again breathing deeply in a sound sleep beside him, but it was quite a while before he managed to join her.

Eventually he dreamed, not of Udaran, but of someone far less furry. Her scent was all around him, yet her face wasn’t visible. But he hugged her tightly to himself. It was a good dream.

Krris #6

Within a few minutes, she was breathing deeply and he realized that she really was sleeping. He felt the rise and fall of her breasts and couldn’t help his thoughts. But eventually they too calmed down and began to relax. He tried to take her hand away once, but she stirred and lazily put it back. “No, my friend. I will hold this for you tonight.” “Why? Are you afraid I will touch myself?”
Her eye’s opened a bit as she looked at him. “Are you kidding? That’s practically the goal! No, I’m holding you because I love to hold your cock honestly. But beyond that, you need to get used to sharing yourself with others. If you and Uber are going to be together, you need to come to the realization that your body is hers to enjoy as well as your own. Now try and go to sleep.” Yet it was as if, as soon as he accepted that she was not going to release him, he was finally able accept her touch and actually drifted off to sleep.
As the night wore on and both truly slept, their positions changed occasionally, but always Muz-Ra would find and hold him again. She would awaken just enough to find that part of him and then go back to sleep. By the end of the night, Krris had come to find it comforting and would help her to recover it without thinking.
Early in the morning, Krris awoke to find her still holding him, but he had grown hard. Of course, he had to go to the lavatory. That was surely the reason for his erection, but erect he was, and in the grasp of a another. Even if she was not the woman he wanted to hold him, nor the woman he had longed dreamed of holding him, it was still a first. Muz-Ra felt him stir and awoke as well. “Nice erection, Krris,” she said quietly, her eyes still nearly closed while she stroked him slowly. “Oh yes, nice indeed! You grow a lot. But you’ll have to go do your business, I know. Go ahead. But come back to bed when you’re done please.”
“Why, more ‘training’?” Krris asked without irony, extricating himself from her as he rose. “No. You’re warm. I like warm.” He did come back and found himself snuggling back against Muz-Ra, happy for her warmth too. She resumed her gentle hold on him and he smiled internally as he went back to sleep, barely concious that he was also touching her breast.
They both woke properly later, got dressed and went to breakfast. Muz-Ra took cooking duties as usual when she was staying at Castle Kitty. When breakfast was over, they all sat talking with Kitty’s new dancing pupil, Illdi taking the seat right of Kitty herself. “Another excellent breakfast Red,” Kitty said. “But I must say the presentation was a bit unusual.” “Oh yes!” their guest spoke up. “Boiled quail eggs and sausage. Excellent! Though it was odd to have the gravy on the plate at the other end of the sausage.”
“Oh, you know me. Always trying out new arrangements. Well, glad you liked it anyway!” Udaran snickered along with her lover Cheetah, both of whom had recognized Muz-Ra’s joke immediately but had kept it to themselves. “What?” asked Illdi of the two. “Tell you later,” Cheetah promised, glancing at Udaran with a glint in her eyes.
“Oops!” Muz-Ra said, having dropped Krris’ empty goblet as she was cleaning up and bent to pick it up. The view from Krris’ position at the end of the table was far, far too explicit to be accidental. Slapping his face with her tail to get his attention probably didn’t help the subterfuge much either. “Red!” he hissed, but she just turned around and smiled at him innocently before straightening back up.
Krris was relieved when breakfast was over and he was happily out walking the grounds with Ubergard again. “I notice you’re not wearing your mantle much these days.” Ubergard turned towards him with a worried look. “You don’t approve?” “Oh, it’s not my place to approve or disapprove. You’re the boss.” “I thought it might… well… I thought you might like it better.” “Uber, the more I see of you, the more I like it!” “Well good! Then I’ll leave the mantle off unless I need it. For you.” The rest of the day passed uneventfully, though it was obvious that Ubergard was a bit troubled. Krris could tell she was actively resisting asking him any questions, which he appreciated as he wasn’t sure he wanted to answer them. However, that night they parted with a strong hug and a nuzzle as he retreated to Muz-Ra’s room again and he felt their relationship was growing closer anyway.
“Not very subtle this morning Red!” “No one has ever accused me of being too subtle, Krris. Now here’s what I think,” Muz-Ra explained as he got undressed and climbed into the bed with her. “Isn’t it sort of counterproductive? To explain what you’re doing with your patient?” “Oh, I don’t think so anyway. Sure, I loved holding you all night last night, but other than my own enjoyment, I think it’s good for you to know what I’m doing and why I’m doing it too. See, I think you have really two problems. One is that you’ve associated Udaran so long with your own sexual pleasure that your brain connects the two and nothing else. But there’s another issue. I think you’ve never properly associated sex as a social act.
She shifted to lay fully on her back, then continued, "You’ve been alone so long, you think you’re supposed to be alone. Well you’re not, Krris. And I think you’ll find that out. Its tons more fun when someone else shares it with you. Even if we can’t engage fully, I want you to learn that. It’s not something to be ashamed of, nor something to treat as some mystical thing. It’s just something fun to do, and sharing is…” “Half the fun?” “Yeah! It’s half the fun! So I have an idea. It’s going to seem strange to you at first, but I want you to watch me.”

Krris #5

Later that night found Ubergard and Krris sparring as they usually did a few times a day. However, Ubergard had requested they spar in light armor for a change, so Krris was donned in leather armor while Ubergard had removed the heavy protective mantle around her neck. “So,” Ubergard said when they were resting afterwards. “I understand you’ll be sleeping in Red’s room for a while?” Ubergard heard the rumble in his throat before he nodded, “Told you that did she?” Ubergard spun on the Khajiit. “Now don’t you be stupid, Krris. We live in the same castle. It’s not like I wouldn’t have noticed.” “You’re right, of course,” sighed the Khajiit. “How much did she tell you?”
“No details, and that’s fine. Nothing but that you have a problem, and you’re doing this for me.” Krris looked up into the eyes that seemed to tower above him. “It’s true. I… I really do like you… a lot. But I screwed myself up somehow, and she thinks she can help me.” Ubergard smiled down at him. “I like you too. A lot. You do whatever she asks, Krris.” “No matter what?” he asked. Ubergard looked at him seriously. “Krris, no matter what. I want us to be more than just sparring partners. If you want that too, then yes. Anything. But if you don’t…”
Krris hugged her fiercely, his face buried in her boobs but without embarrassment. “I do, Ubergard. I want that more than anything in the world.” “Careful kitten, I’m getting aroused. I might smother you!” “Kitten? She told you that too!?” “Hey, I’d have asked you eventually. And you’re no kitten, Krris. You’re my lion.” “That’s better,” he said, burying his face deeper into her bosom.
The two stood there, neither wanting to let go and their embrace continued for a long time, not saying anything but loving the feeling of the other’s body against them. Ubergard felt renewed confidence that this little Khajiit really did want her, and that made her feel very warm inside. For his part, Krris felt the same. He felt he belonged with this person, even if she did tower over him. And there could be no denying the lustful thoughts that stole over his mind as he nestled between her breasts. But he dared not act on them for fear that he could not satisfy her once she was aroused. In the back of his mind, he hoped against hope that Muz-Ra could help him. He wanted to give this giantess all the love she obviously craved from him, not to mention being able to satisfy his own desires with her.
Later that night, in Muz-Ra’s bedroom with the door firmly closed and locked… “Oh, get comfortable Krris. It’s not like we don’t know each other. We’re friends, right?” The Khajiit was nervous, that much was clear. “Krris? Look… we’ll do nothing tonight. Nothing at all. You need to be comfortable here. We might do nothing tomorrow too. I’m not a damned doctor or a prostitute.” “I know. It’s just so… obvious.” “Not tonight it’s not. Tonight we’re just going to sleep together.”
“Should I roll out a bedroll on the floor?” “Why, is my bed uncomfortable?” “Well, no. But you said no physical…” Muz-Ra sighed. “Krris… I lied. I’ve had professional training in modelling at the Tails and years of experience with men. I know what I’m doing, but I can’t do it without physical contact. As far as the outside world goes, we will do nothing physical. But inside here… what happens in here is between you and me. Forever. I’m sorry I deceived you, but we won’t fuck. I need to be able to tell that to the Jarl honestly should he ever find out anything. That much is true. You have a serious issue that I can help you with. But I need all the ‘tools’ at my disposal.” “Okay. I guess I can understand. You lied to me this morning though. I won’t back out, because I want this too much. But I don’t appreciate that.”
“I understand. I felt I had to, to get you to agree. But I promise, there is no need for concern tonight. Let’s just get used to each other. Now come on. Get in bed with me.” Muz-Ra shifted back to the far side of the bed, inviting Krris to lay down beside her. But as soon as he sat down, she said “No. No clothes. Naked.” “Naked? But you have your bikini…” “I won’t for long. Naked I said.”
Shortly he lay beside her, stiff in every way but one. When she snuggled up to him, her breath upon his ear, he turned to her. “You know, Red. I told you that in my mind, I’m… um… as turned on as any male would be.” “I know. And I want you turned on. Even if just in your head. Eventually it may translate to other parts. But this is enough for tonight.”
They lay there for awhile, saying nothing, till Muz-Ra spoke up, almost in a whisper. “Did you burn them?” It took Krris a second to understand the question. “My Tails collection? Yes, I did. It wasn’t easy.” “I know Krris. You must really want things to work between you and Ubergard.”
“I do, Red. I do.” “That’s good,” Muz-Ra said, then yawned a toothy yawn. “Goodnight Krris.” “Goodnight Red.”
Her hand found his penis and wrapped it gently. Krris froze, but eventually relaxed again as she did not try to stimulate him. She just held him. “I don’t know if I can sleep with you holding me like that,” he complained quietly. Muz-Ra opened her eye’s for a second, smiled, and snuggled closer. “That’s okay, Krris. I can.”